One Year Out...A Reflection
Well folks, a year has gone by since I was out of my undergrad and into the real world. For those who recently graduated or are moving into a new phase of life -- wedding, children, moving, etc. -- know that things do eventually settle and you may feel the same amount of reflection once you hit a year as well.
I have discussed this with some of my colleagues already, but I believe that you really need to have a light critique when you gauge your success after one year. Yes, a lot can happen in that time, but I don't think many of us hit our career goals that soon. So what I want to propose, and how I feel right now, is that you think of your success in terms of where you are in your life.
I can say that I am doing pretty good for my career goals after one year of college. I'm in preparation for my PhD application, I'm killing my MA program, and I have had some amazing experiences in the film industry. Do I think I'm an award winning filmmaker yet? I don't think I'll ever feel that way, but what I can say is that I am very grateful and I wouldn't be where I am at without faith, religion, and perseverance.
I have to give my husband a lot of credit too! He has been an amazing cheerleader for me this year, and honestly, without his support I wouldn't have taken such extreme risks. He is my love, my inspiration, and a huge part of my creativity process. He pushes me more than anyone else, and there is a lot to account for when it comes to that much support.
I want to keep it brief, but I guess that is just how I like to write - concisely. So I want to reach out to my colleagues who may read this post and say to you directly, "I hope you all are growing in your faith and are achieving your goals." I haven't heard from many of you, but know that I am open to being your cheerleader if you don't have one.
I believe the most important thing we can do for each other is be a support system, and although sometimes my feelings get hurt when I don't hear from anyone for awhile, I know that we all have lives. I've realized that I may have not been the class favorite, and some of you may hold a bit of bitterness against me. I want to say those people, "I still love you."
As much as I want to get mad and say that my undergrad meant nothing to me, I know that it isn't true. I guess we all deal with frustrations in a specific way, and although I may not have had my ideal cinematic experience, what I learned from my struggles was the most valuable lessons for my professional career. That is why I try to support my education history as much as possible. Sometimes feelings have to be put aside for the greater good, and I see the potential of the program that I attended.
In conclusion, I love you all, and I wouldn't be here without you. Thank you for your continued love and support.
Abbi
